♥ Sunday, April 30, 2006 8:05 PM
oh man. it's going to be a new month tomorrow. shits. Olevels are getting nearer. ahhh! wth.
okay. auntie was so nice. she made some sea coconut drink for me. she says it's good for my cough. aww. then daddy bought coconut. so drank the juice. haha. wth. so coconutty today. yupps.
i cant wait for exams to be over you know. really. ahhh! then i will really get to rest a little. yupp.
oh ya just now in the afternoon i went to j8 with eevon jiejie. she bought a tube. then she also bought two shirts for korkor. wah lao. guys working shirts are really ex man. i'll be broke buying it for my husband. hahaha. then we were so bored we came home. i hate SUNDAYS man. like so boring dead dready sad lonely lazy tiring. aiya its just sucky. yucks. ya.
alright! off i go to continue studying! byeee people! <3
♥ 1:10 PM
wah. damn tired man.
im eating curry chicken and potato with rice now! auntie cooked. damn nice. i packed rice and curry for korkor to bring to work. he and his collegue wants to eat so ya.
well bryant's friends not free to celebrate with him. so poorthing la. he staying home to rot. thats what he said. then alph also not free. lucky tonight yukai and alph asking him out for dinner. i asked them to stay out late past twelve. accompany him till his birthday ends. yupp. oh man. alph never sleep last night. today cannot sleep again. siao. he played game till six, go airport send friend off, now meeting his friends, then at night bryant. hoho have fun. better sleep tonight. i got this feeling that bryant's friends bluff him say not free then give him a surprise. where go so mean one say not free. ya. so cheer up bryant!
never mind bryant. dont be upset. hahaha. listen to your birthday present. the one i sent. the classic one.
okay i give you one more birthday present.here it goes.
haaappy birthhhhday toooo youu
haappy birthhhday to you!
happy birrrrthhhhday to youooo
happppyy birthdayy to bryant!
haha. okay that's your other present. heh.
okay im staying home to study today so ya. got to go finish up my food then do work.
take care!!! loveeee loads. =DD
wah lao.
when im at home doing small things like having lunch and studying, you come into my mind again.
this suck. i shall have more fun. maybe talk on the phone or whatever.
whatever that can help me forget, i will do.
♥ 12:20 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYANT!
hello people! hahaha. wow damn tiredd. just reached home. while cooling down i shall post.
okay went to toa payoh to meet yow. we went to eat mee hoon kuay and umian. then we went to church st.francis room to study. until two the kids got cath class so we shifted to macs opposite church. cause no rooms available for us to study in. then after that sam came. studied a little then we went to meet charm. then walked to yow grandma's place get things. then met sara. walked to church. had mass.
after mass met sammummy! yay! then we went to town. charm and sam and gangsterana and clio didnt follow. me yow sara went to meet alph and bryant. then we went to town to have dinner. at cine. saw jea gwen mabel. yupps.then met yukai. then we ate pasta mania. movie timings were too late for us to watch so ya. didnt watch. i intended to leave town at like 10.30pm. but in the end i stayed till the end. bryant better feel honored. heh. jk.
after eating we wanted to go upstairs of cine to play kpool. but then there were too many people then had to wait for tables. daryl was there. but i didnt get to go see him and say hi. shits. sorry son. then me sara grace went toilet. wah lao eh. damn scary please. goodness. like the lights damn dim and creepy. then toilet damn quiet. doors were heavy wooden ones. then the water damn cold. the place damn cold. the mirror looks sacry. and the fan was freaking. haha. yupps. the guys were watching their erm soccer.
we wait until sian. so went off instead. didnt wait for the table. went to wisma startbucks to slack. took pictures and talked and sing and crapped. hahaha. yupp. then we left at about eleven. cause the place was closing and sara could not take it. haha. she got claustrophobia (bryant spell one). ya. in the train she was like dying la! too enclosed and packed. haha. yupp.
then i walked home from bishan mrt la. lucky got alot of people. all the way till the interchange. yupp. then reach home got a little nagging from my mum. but who cares la. friend's birthday. sacrifice a bit can la. hahaha. wah i sound so nice. haha. hope you had fun bryant! although it wasnt that fun. you really look like a small boy. haha. eh sorry about the conference plan. didnt work out in the end. haha. never mind. i'll give you a nice lovely call later. yupp.
wah lao my cough never ending la. i swear. urgh. drank all the cold drinks la. what the hell. sigh. never mind.
oh ya karman wants me to say that she's crazy siao and mad. doesnt that all mean one thing? same meaning what. okay karman is retarded. yupps.
oh mans. i cant wait for exams to end. then can go out and all. char already have a movie date with me. anyone else wanna date me? hurry! haha.
alrights i better end my post. it's getting really long. and i have to go and bathe settle down then give the birthday boy a call. really enjoyed myself today. yupps. oh and thank you alph! for the memoirsofageisha book! really love it. char! i got it already! like finally. heh. and i cut my right hand forth finger. i have no idea how though. =(
take care people! i love you all! and i love the birthday boy! priority today! heh. byeee! =))
i realise that when im out having fun and all, i can forget about you.
so i will keep myself busy and occupied!
yupp. you take care.
♥ Saturday, April 29, 2006 10:54 AM
hey!
im going out now. to meet yow. to study okay! so ya.
just changed and maked up. haha. okok. got to go now or i'll be late!
take care people! study hard! cheers*
♥ 12:10 AM
alrights. today was a really long day.
first we started off with p.e. hahaha. we ran three rounds on our 200m track then did 200skips. damn fun. then we did monkey bar. bei was the ultimate monkey okay! that's why she is the monkey in out animal farm. bloody hell la. she did like alternate. crazy. then i finished my turn. then the whole class was done. then we went to do some ropes thing. i didnt do that one. didnt have time. then we did rock climbing. wah lao. i could not hold on to the rock la. nearly died. but i tried three times and i did it in the end. all thanks to four three. cheering me on. it was the mental i guess. yupps.
then had chinese. i didnt really listen. it was a one period lesson. so i talked and did social studies notes. then after that we had two periods of physics. yupp. quite okay. i was kind of updating my cca records thing. then after that it was recess. we went to english room to put our bags. guess what. we put into the wrong room la! haha. then went for recess. i ate noodles. after recess was english. mrs low went through essay format and all. then talked a bit about lit. wah lao out lit is like shit compared to foureight la. yupp. after that was social studies. ee mrs tan never mark our work one. if only she marked. then we will know where we stand. went through corrections. then it was the last two periods of the day. nearly died because it was maths. got test. haha but its a class test. no need to hand in one. then i like dont know how to do a lot! thanks jz and cheong. they taught me. hopefully i remember!
after maths we had a little break then it was maths remedial. like wth. but me jz eun cheong sam shalom was like late. cause me and cheong had to talk to shalom remember? it was our big day. it was hard to start. but once we started off then it was quite okay. i felt really bad when shalom cried. but we had to let her know and be aware. so that she can change! hopefully she does la. if we didnt talk to her today, then she will never know, then she will suffer in jc in university and all. so me and cheong kind of helped her i guess. yupp. sorry shalom if i hurt you with me words. but hope life will be better for you with animal farm la k. yupp.
then i ate like red ruby dessert. shit im going to be like damn fat. im already fat and that adds on. all thanks to the coconut and blah blah. then went for maths remedial. didnt really listen. was talking to jz. haha. had fun mans. yupp. after maths remedial, it was too late. so we didnt carry on with our plan to go to sam lee's house. so in the end i went home. so did everyone i guess. yupp.
came home. then ate noodles. then ate sour mango with [chili balachan sugar light sauce] sauce. wah damn nice and shiok mans. then went online with jiejie. she was like talking crap to desmond la. wth. then blah blah i fell asleep. until nine. woke up watched my nine oclock show. damn nice la. cant stand it. then went to bathe. then now typing this. just ate sandwich. heh.
oh ya! im like watching DARK WATERS now. haha. not very scary yet but yeah. starting to be creepy. it started like half an hour late la! but ya. looks interesting. auntie watching with me! i asked her to cause i scared and she say she not scared of this kind of shows one. so ya.
hmm... oh yes. terence replied my message today. although the message was two days old but at least he made an effort to reply. and im glad he still hasnt forgotten me man. as his good friend. i hope he hasnt. he did something really disappointing today though. im not revealing what. but ya. terence you must take care of yourself okay? and study hard for your exams. by the way how did you know about that thing? sigh. that person didnt keep promise. anyway everything was before so ya. alrights. thats all.
okay now i got to end. need to go study and watch my show. shits la. auntie say she want to sleep already. how can. then she leave me alone to watch?!?!? i scared cann. wah lao. some more the scary parts havent really come yet. shits. ahhhhh!!
anyway take care people! study real hard for mid years. then after mid years rest awhile then study again! love you all! =)
what the hell.
it's kind of distracting la.
and i better sort out my feelings and thoughts.
i need to know what i want.
meanwhile its for you to be happy!
♥ Friday, April 28, 2006 6:35 AM
hello!
GOOD MORNING! its 6.35am now.
okay i just tied my hair. going to school soon. came online to help auntie check lottery results. hahaha. so ya. came to drop a post too! alright got to go! go shit first. heh.
byeee!
♥ 12:58 AM
AHHH WTH!
i slept for like two hours just now! and im like damn tired now please. it's like 12.58am now. and im still like writing my geography notes. on rivers. i havent even touched waves. then sec4 chapters also! oh man. help!!
alright shall hurry then can go sleep. tsk and im still blogging. heh. i want to edit all post. to make paragraphs. easier to read i guess. okok. byeee! =))
♥ Thursday, April 27, 2006 5:05 PM
alright. i feel so down now. shant elaborate on why la.
let's start. i had a big stomach ache the first thing in the morning. wah lao. nearly died. tried shiiting at home it didnt work. went to school it was raining i was wet and cold. then waited downstairs but in the end had to go to class for pledge taking. so ya.
then we had session! haha. cath class sort of thing. in the hall. it was great. i loved the part when we sing the hymns la. i really feel touched and all. i feel so loved. i feel. ya i thats all. i just feel really good and blessed during sessions and masses. i closed my eyes when they were praying. i was thinking of exams and loads of other stuffs. i teared inside me. i was really torn apart from stress and from the other stuffs. i didnt cry out loud because i didnt want to and because i didnt dare to. i really prayed hard for god's blessing. this was when we were supposed to close our eyes to think of what is/are bothering us. all these just flow into my thoughts. i couldnt handle thats why i teared deep inside.
then after that we had geog and i passed my assignment! haha like what so good about passing my assignment. i rather it to be my exam la. then after that maths. had surprised test. wth. but it was okay la. got some help for the pro jz and cheong. then had recess. stomach really hurt for the whole freaking morning. after recess i went toilet to shit. it was during chinese. then had chinese prelims oral. it was like shit la. i was like "then right wo jue de..." wth i said THEN RIGHT in a chinese oral! freaking hell. but lucky i didnt fail. laoshi is like damn nice la. she didnt fail any of us. yupps. after chinese was like physics. then towards the end bei caught a really small grasshoper. hahaha. then guess what? i was not afraid of it. cause i play with grasshoper before. last time i play one was damn big and green. this one so small and black. oh yes i was happily playing with it when MS GRACE YOW YUEN GEE had to kill it. she bang the table then my phone flip down then squash the grasshoper. and it died. i know it sounds damn sick. but it's damn poorthing can. my phone was acting as a border for it so it wont run away. or maybe hop away. ya i was so sad okay. i cried. hahaha. it was so small and innocent! and the next second it died. yow gave it earthquake okay. make it tablequake. she keep hitting the table then the little creature was like bouncing up and down. hahaha. so cute. sam was mad. she was screaming and she ran all the way down the block. mad.
then we didnt have english so we finish school earlier. hahaha. then we went tp entertainment macs to eat. wah lao i swear im growing damn fat la. hahaha after all the crapping and all we went home. bei and sam stayed there to study. then now im typing thing la. wah lao just now on the way back i called my son to call me and accompany me to walk home. then on the way home under one of the blocks got three guys. damn irritating. i walked past then one of them was like "eh girl can i have your number?" then i ignored. lucky i had my phone. so i carried on talking then i pretend not to hear. then i walk further they shouted again "eh girl! you havent given us your number. i want lehh" wah lao. scare the shit out of me. haha. so irritating. yupps.now im home.
tomorrow will be a long day. after school might be staying in school for maths remedial. then after that me and yow going to sam's house to study. yow wants to swim. yayness! then i can go and collect my things from alph. he sure scold me la. so long never call him. actually not long. like five days only what. haha. then after school before going to sam's house before maths remedial i think. me and cheong and animal farm have a big missiong to do. we need to do some serious talking to ******. wah lao. scary mans. but i will do it. so will cheong. we cant take it anymore so it has to be done. then maybe things will be better. hopefully.
yupps that's all.
stupid karman still grumbling. say what cannot hear my blog's song. aiya! never mind la! haha. alrights im stopping here. going to rest for awhile then wake up study.
oh ya siying and siangkoon!! it was nice talking to you guys yesterday. so long never talk already. really missed you both. really glad to conference yesterday. but stupid siangkoon keep disturbing me with brandon. what the hell! siangkoon! i make this clear can? i only like talk to that brandon guy for less than ten sentences okay. okay not so mean not "that brandon guy". brandon. yupps. so ya. stop disturbing me. i dont know him well he dont know me well. so ya. anyways you both dont be too upset already alright? yupp love you both.
okay okay. better end. if i dont, it will be never ending cann. haha. byeeee! <3
shit la. i tried not writing this part anymore. the previous post dont have.
but i cant la. wah lao. its really hard.
i am like freaking jealous when i read her blog.
she's like super lucky to have you i swear.
urgh. why does this have to happen to me?
why did i meet you?
♥ Wednesday, April 26, 2006 5:07 PM
hey! everything's going to be really summarised. damn lazy.
okay. had lit unseen test today. it was bullshit la please. i wrote like damn long for question A then question B i got no time then like damn short la. hopefully i wont fail la ya.
got back chem test. i like passed by one pathetic mark. wth. all careless. and some dont know how to do la. aiya never mind. what can i do right. just do well for mid years lor.
oh ya then we had like three periods of assembly today. damn shiok. some music viva thing. four australians came down to introduce instruments to us. damn cool la. they were quite good. yupp. then ya. some parts quite funny also.
then after school we went to j8 to eat. i was full la but still ate a bit. then sam and eun went to buy their sisters' birthday presents. then we left. we were supposed to go bishan interchange macdonalds to study. but then grace had to go to meet derek they all. so sam and shalom followed. so me eun bei went home. yupps. then now im at home writing this la. going to bathe after this then study. no time to sleep already.
oh ya one more thing! that friend of mine replied to my email! yayness! now i feel so relieved. i was damn afraid and scared to receive the reply la. just in case it's some negative stuff. but it wasnt. phew. and i feel relieved because like at least i got a reply then i know what's going on and all. aiya! i dont know la. but you know you know? get what i mean? okay never mind if you dont. but i just feel much better. although that friend of mine didnt really reply to all my questions but at least there's a reply. that friend of mine dont really like to type this kind of stuffs one so effort is already made and seen. so im happy! wth right? i type so much all i want to say is that im happy. so simple. heh. fine la! im long winded can. haha. but ya! just expressing my happiness!
okok i better stop. im getting too hyper. alright im going to watch 100% entertainment then go bathe then study! two weeks more. and im free. no la. still have prelims and Os. but ya two weeks later and i will be done with mid years and i will be able to rest. for awhile. yupp.
oh ya. stupid lao shi. i hope she does oral for us tomorrow. although im not really prepared. but keep dragging and delaying. urgh! irritating. i want to do it tomorrow!!! yupp. alrights thats all.
take care people! love you guys. =))
♥ Tuesday, April 25, 2006 2:06 PM
alright. this is for CHEONG and JIAZHI!
i wanted to copy and paste one part of cheong's blog.cause im lazy to post everything on my own. but apparently i cannot. so ya. forget it. i will just post on my own.
YES! i tell you. there's this person. she dont open her mouth i already feel irritated. at times la. recently i feel this way. it's just that look you have on your face. and when you open your mouth and just repeat whatever anyone says, i start to boil. im sorry la. but ya. i cant help it. if only you can change for the better and never change back to this self again. you changed. for a small period of time and i was so glad and happy for you. but your old self came back. sigh. i dont know what to say. maybe it's true that leopard cant change it's spots. sigh.
i am going to try once more to tolerate and control. i am going to try to accept you for who you are. but you've got to help me as well!
and ya. you asked the blur lamb why me and cheong was so hostile. dont you realise? cant you realise?
and cheong wants to go to RJC not njc. why should she be angry or jealous? and jz is not even competing with you. why do you want to compete for mid years? and youre putting all the blame and pushing everything to make it seem like its them who are doing all this. tell me who sticks to sam? dont say its cheong because its obvious.
if only you didnt do all these stuff. if only you dont repeat after everyone else. so many if onlys. sigh. im really sorry for treating you like that. i feel really bad. but i just cant help it. alrights. as i said. i am going to TRY one more time. hopefully you wont disappoint me. yupps.
ALRIGHT CHEONG!! i have said everything out as well. hope all of us will feel better.
i love you cheong. and jiazhi. i will side the right and innocent ones! wo bang ni men chu yi kou qi le!
cheers* =D
♥ 1:09 PM
hello! wth. my cough is never ending okay. wah lao. it's getting worse indeed. lucky no sore throat. i'll just die because i wont be able to eat. heh.such a pig right? sick already still thinking of food. =P okay i shall update. hmmm...
MONDAY
oh my gosh la. chinese prelims? haha. like D-I-E cann. it's like damn hard. i didnt even understand the passage la! but luckily i was not the only one. phew. i was like panicking like shit la. i thought i was the only dumb one who didnt understand the passages. haha. in the end all the smarts ones also say it was difficult. and only one person said it was easy. VEN! hahaha. smart la she. oh ya. essay i wrote a little out of point. yupps. and after the exam i wanted to like tell eun about it but there was someone else there interrupting me with her loud voice. she was like damn loud la. eun cant even hear me. i cant even hear myself! then i was so pissed because she just talk and overlap me. so i went to the back of the hall where the fan is to cool down."ying wei wo jiang bu dao hua ah!" heh. cheong and eun and yow and tandi will know this! =) but oh my gosh. i was damn irritated! i'll be a good girl and try to control...urgh!
then after the exam daddy came to school to pass me my phone and then i went out to eat with eun sam yow jo cheong bei and shalom. yupps. in the end i didnt eat la. haha. eun bei sam shalom went to eat pizza hut. yow and cheong went to eat erm mee hoon kuay. i didnt eat. jo ate goreng pesang.yupps.
then after that i came home to eat maggi mee! haha. i wasnt hungry when i was out la. ya.
then i went to bathe and sleep from like 5.30pm to 7.34pm. haha. so ya. then like tried studying english but like cannot so ya. watched the 9pm show and chang jin. i know i know. i watched it already. but it's so nice! i dont feel bored watching it again. yupps. then i went to sleep and tada! it was the next morning!
oh ya auntie didnt feel well. she asked me to bring plastic bag into the room for her just in case she feels like puking. then i bring hot water for her also! haha. seeeee. i am so nice. i can be private nurse! heh. yupp then went school the next day!
TUESDAY
haha. which is today la. okay erm we had english paper two today. and we ended at like 9.21am. hahah. then i went to look for julieleong laoshi to see if have oral today. then i saw karman. she mad one la. her blog so confusing. what transparent what opague la. aiyo. yupps. and she claims its the first time she saw me for the whole of term two. like wth. ahah. she so poorthing. i mean all the lower sec. they had two papers today! sec4s and 5s only had paper two! then laoshi so totally forgot that 4/3 and her had a date. and what? she ended up not testing us today. she say we never yue hui with her lor! what rubbish. she say only three girls from 4/4 told her they wanted to have oral today. like wth. damn forgetful. so now what? our orals is postponed again. wah lao! irritating! i want to faster get over and done with one okay! hmph.
so in the end although we were angry we cant do orals today, we were still happy. because.... we get to go and eat macdonalds breakfast! hahah. me bei sam shalom jz jac and huishian went first. graceyow saw her favourite basketball court so she went to play. with cheong. they came a little later. and like grace came from behind and gave me a shock! and she was so happy. cause she likes to see my reactions. idiot. IDIOT! then we looked through yow's young pictures. then we laugh a little. slack a bit. then we left. and come home!!! met celeste on the way. damn funny. we were talking about my life in sec2 with BIANCA and CHERYLANN! like damn funny can. yupps. then in the end we all went home.
i came home to come online and like check if my friend replied to the email. but there was no reply =(. and i doubt there will be a reply. sigh. but never mind. i shall wait. at the most i just dont get a reply la. as long as i have said what i wanted to say in the email, then im satisfied. yupps. sigh. i miss you la friend.
then i went to shit and bathe. and here i am writing the post. yupps. haha. eevon jiejie damn noisy la! goodness. she wants me to bring my laptop out of my room to the living room. and you know for what? cause she wants to book a buffet for her birthday. like wth. so many times she come and disturb me. first she jump on me. second she use the hanger and disturb. third she use skipping rope. now she just came in to like whine.
ahhhh! i better end this post la. i will update asap. anyway i have to go to like bugis to buy some astro boys toy for her HAPPY monthly theme party. so yupp. then i got to go now! byee! love you all! =))
sigh. i dont know what to do.
i am like having such a hard time forgetting.
urgh.
during chinese paper i thought of you.
why? cause you told me once how good your chinese is.
i was hoping you were there to tell me the answers.
♥ Sunday, April 23, 2006 9:23 PM
ahhh! okay i just did something damn embarrassing in my life! shits. hahaha. i sent an email to like someone. hahaha. oh my gosh. *hides my face* hahaha. okay okay. chill. wait ah. i go take a chill pill that i stole from desmond. haha. oh man so lame. random. okay im hyper now. cause i feel so relieved that i sent the email! i feel lighter now that i can fly! okay wth. im mad.
okay i shall say SORRY to karman. first i cannot talk to her much. cause need to study. okay wth am i doing here blogging. i promise i will study after this. okay i will talk to you after exams during guitar okay? promise. erm. the other thing to say sorry about is that she got confused over my handphone number because there were so many like zeros. haha. and she messaged the wrong person! and the person is bugging her la. he's like in his early 30s some more. how desperate. gosh. i feel like messaging him and say "ken! can you stop being a despo. karman is only like sec1!" sounds mean right? but its true. oh ya his name is ken. and he flirts la. like say what her name very nice want to be friends with her. like what?!!? go away la. get a life man. so ya. SORRY KARMAN! it's all my fault but i'm so not going to change number! my number so nice la! hahaha.
okay that's all. going to study now. shall go and call char and pris to ask how was their JJ LIN JUN JIE concert! i bet it was great fun lor! hmph! jealous.
oh yeah. i am supposed to go and practice my taekwondo skills. so that i can protect cheong! i promise i will protect her from the *****princess. a taekwondoprincess is stronger and better! haha. but i dont even know taekwondo so it was a random remark. i was too angry. so i just had to think of something to help cheong.i love cheong! so go away *****princess, dont bully cheong or you wont end up good! heh heh. *evil smile and laughter* hahahaha. wth. so lame. i feel really hyper now!
alright. i really got to go and study chinese and maybe a bit of geog or chem! update asap. =)) waiting for that friend to reply to the email or something. but i doubt i will get a reply today because that friend went offline already. yupps. whatever.
okay bye! love you people! <3
i still miss you.
but whatever it is, i will let go.
i'm trying. so ya.
anyway take care of yourself.
♥ 12:22 PM
ahhhh damn tired!
i'm like watching kids central now. hahahaha. wth right? that's because channel 8 is the olden day kind of show. then channel u is some documentary of this old man in china. feels so lonely and sad. so i dont want to watch. i'd rather watch kids central la! channel five dont know what the hell they showing. so ya.
okay. yesterday i did my chem worksheet. didnt really finish because i didnt really know how to do. so yeah.
then i talked to alph for awhile until yukai reached his house. they went to eat chicken rice and to cycle. just nice after that exsondaryl called. so i talked to him while he walked home. then i told him to make the archive thing for my blog. so ya it's done. haha it's in the LOVES section. all the way at the bottom after the links. haha. yeah. only got march and april. hahaha. i just started blogging only what.then the march archive only have one post! hahaha.
oh ya! after doing chem i went to take geog out to study. but guess what? i drank cough medicine. so it caused drowsiness. then i fell asleep in my living room. from like 1am to 3.30am. i woke up then i saw this damn old show called JIA SHI. home affairs. zoe tay and tay ping hui act one. hahaha. so cool. i watched it like years ago la! hahaha. yes yes. the tv was on while i was sleeping. so i switched it off and went to my room to sleep. just nice daryl message me. he thought i was still studying so he wanted to call me. but i said i was too tired and i wanted to sleep. so i went to sleep again! what a pig.
so now i just finished eating. came online to do my english article. so ya i have to go do. i really have to cut down on blogging. tomorrow is like chinese prelims! like what the hell la. i'm super not ready for EXAMS! oh man i'm like damn scared now. i shall go do my work now! need to catch up on a lot. A LOT!
okay last part. yesterday was erm chenweilian's concert la. like what the. okay i shall not be mean. but i heard that he sang really well. and people say that if only he has his eyesight, the concert will be perfect with stage performance. ya. today is jjlin's concert! ahhh! wth. i'm like so not going for it. just because i want to stay home to study. and i better make sure i do study. if not i give up my concert ticket for nothing! ahhh! i better study if not i'll regret! man! i want to go! ahhhhh! resist resist! okok. thats all.
hahaha. my junior karman messaged the wrong person!she got my number wrongly! karman, it's such a simple number! now make sure you remember alright? hahaha. and alibaba, ali, baba, these names are already used to call me. your testimonial on friendster a bit late. a BIT only. hahaha.
alright i got to go now. wanna do work. didnt i like say that since just now? hahaha. okay this time serious one. take care people! maybe i'll only turn up after three weeks! love you guys! =)
i miss emy. okay random. but ya. siying too! animal farm! (but i'll be seeing you guys tmr!) and my pat pris jh char jx zihui ryan.
i miss those people i mentioned up there a lot.
i miss you as much.
youre so far away. take care ya?
you must be really upset after quarrelling with your gf.
how i wish i can be there. for you.
♥ Saturday, April 22, 2006 7:35 PM
YAY! IT'S RAINING NOW!
im loving it! =))
♥ 4:12 PM
GERMAINE TAN! YOU SUCK LA!
DAMN MEAN!
I DONT WANT THIS JUNIOR ALREADY!
hahahah. jk. but yeah you still suck. =P
IM JUST KIDDING OKAY!?!?
♥ 3:02 PM
IM LIKE SICK!
i have been drycoughing since last night. ahhhh!
cannot fall ill! got exams! ahhh!
okay im like bored.so decided post lor. yupp.
♥ 1:30 PM
wahh. damn tired man.
yesterday i watched like 45minutes of INTO THE MIRROR. wah lao. not scary one leh. i wanted to watch all the scary parts towards the end. but then even before i can watch all the scary parts, i was already falling asleep. alph was so nice to watch with me la. haha. it was so boring for him also. then i switched off the tv to go into my room to lie down on my bed. talk awhile more then i fell asleep on the phone. sorry alph! i'll give you a call soon okayyy. hahaha.
then i sleep sleep sleep like a pig. then korkor had to wake me up from my beauty sleep okay! he called me at like what. 2.44am. wth la right. so i surprisingly woke up. saw my phone. see the word "gorgor hp" then i picked it up. he asked me to go open the door for him. like wahh i was damn tired. then i went back to sleep. like so surprisingly i can hear my phone la! usually i cannot hear a thing when i'm asleep one. hahaha. pig right? i know. this morning my phone ring i cannot hear. haha. yupps.
then i slept until like 11am. then wake up! rise and shine. okay whatever.
DAMN! im so freaking bored la. okay maybe i should go offline watch tv. i WILL study later on okay. so ya. take care! byeee! =D
help someone!
i cant forget! help!!
so irritating. if only i could talk to you as a friend online. but you havent been online. so how?
i need to get over this obstacle of my life. i must.
[eh twin if you read this, i just wanna tell you that i cannot leave this part out of my posts. its a routine already.so ya. benefits you huh!]
♥ Friday, April 21, 2006 9:54 PM
hello!
okay. i was supposed to come home bathe then go out meet eun bei yow and sam. but then in the end i didnt. i went to meet pris and pat instead. yupp. cause i was quite late so ya. i thought they would leave as soon as i reach so might as well go meet pat and pris. met them at PS. then shopped awhile. then went to macs to sit down and do work. then i had to eat because my twin asked me too. wah im damn guai. haha. i listened okay! yupp.
then after that we left. i took train home. yupp.
oh ya. today in school. first period was p.e so ran two rounds and did skipping. then went to watch the rest do their PFT five items. wah i still hate stella ho man. but i dont care if i get bronze la. not anymore. although im still quite depressed and affected by it. then after that had physics practical test. wah lao. damn irritating la. need to do seven readings. then i didnt know so i only did three. ya. then blah blah. WAH LAO. this one really wah lao man. its like lao shi could not finish oral today. so mine is on tuesday after english paper. wth. keep dragging la! okay. then we had to go to the hall to see our seats and all. for monday's chinese prelims paper. wth la. damn freaking scary can. oh my gosh. the hall look so big and stressful and whatever. damn scared man. wahhh. but i think i'll just do my own things and ignore the rest. i can do it. kampadeh!(dont know if i spelt it correctly) it means jia you in like jap? haha. yupps.
then after school me and jiazhi was like trying to break her lock. wahh it was damn hard to unlock i tell you. i swear. goodness. in the end the cleaning auntie came with this big big dont know what.then we cut the lock open. hahaha. jiazhi lost her keys. like including her house keys also. so poorthing. she is like damn scared that her house will get robbed la. ya. then miss yip was like damn biased la. she ask sam to hang up on the phone and wear her belt. then she scold jz for bel. like wth. and she went into class because she saw jz and she wanted to pick on jz. she had to say sam first because it'll be too obvious that she hates jz if she only scolds jz. aiya. like whatever. so irritating. miss nicole teo is damn cute. haha. she saw me using a pin to try and unlock the lock. she was like. "wah think what. you professional thief ah?" hahaha. okay. random.
oh ya! then when i reached bishan. i went j8 to get something for my auntie to eat. from delifrance. then aaron korkor spotted me. he was like "ALICIA!" wah lao. scare me.so conincidental. haha. then eric korkor was like "let me check your ic. its to late to be out". like wth. so lame. then i saw jiejie. haha. drama. she run to me i run to her. then we jump jump jump. haha. so long never see her what! actually few days only la. yupp. then i accompanied her to dysi to see her tube. quite sweet la. quite nice. haha. but dont know if she bought it in the end or not. i left. haha. so ya.
then i walked home. talking to my retarded twin on like msn voice conversation thing now. haha. damn cool. i dont need the micophone he also can hear me. haha. thats what i did when i webcam the other time. i can see my friend. he cannot see me. only can hear. so ya lor.
oh ya. i messaged terence. he didnt reply. he called. said dont know what. then hung up. what the hell la. aiya. i dont know what happen to him la. sigh.
okay la. i shall end here. go talk awhile bathe then study then sleep. hahaha. i hope. maybe i will blog later in the night again. hahaha. maybe only. i miss charmaine!!! hahaha. okay. and siying. and pat and pris. i better stop. before i list everyone out. oh ya. and i miss someone. hahaha. cheeky! sneaky! =P alrights. byeee!
mr psychiatrist. what the hell is 218.186.158.113 by the way? i am not going to include the thing at the bottom of each post anymore! hahaha. maybe one last time. here it is.
i still miss you.
but i hope by june i'll be able to forget and let go.
haha. then i can tell my twin who you are.
take care wherever you are! be happy, thats all i ask.
♥ 5:14 PM
GOING PLAZA SINGAPURA NOW!!
haha. to meet pris and pat.
so ya. bye! =))
♥ Thursday, April 20, 2006 8:13 PM
thursday!!!
i love thursday!! why? cause have cath class. then today we went to the hall because some other church people came to hold a session for us! so nice la. i love god man. jesus you rock! haha. okay hyper again. well the hymns and songs we sang were all so nice la! my redeemer lives. complete. and alot. cant remember. but damn nice! i want to convert! i dont care. ahhh! god is good, all the time. all the time, god is good!
oh ya.wth la. lao shi didnt come for lesson today. so ya. i have to do oral tomorrow only. wah lao. keep dragging la. argh. so irritating. but never mind. got more time to prepare. haha. yupp!
then after school i went to watch jiazhi and bei match.NETBALL FINALS. yay! but wah lao eh. we were like LATE la. man. we only got to watch the last quater. but whatever. at least Bdiv won. hahaha. go jz go celeste go natlong go avis go mich go qianqian go bei go huishian. hahaha. so many many people. go isabelle! hahaha. yupp. im damn happy la. champions again! it was so exctiting there can! hahaha. yupps. then it rained damn heavily. but ya. daddy came to pick me up.
then i came home and rest. then bathe. then ate. watched holland v. haha. then blah blah. watching the shooting stars show now. and typing this. didnt go for mandy's one. but i heard she did really well. go mandy! i love you! =) hope you like the skittles. bei and jz shall get their hersheys chocolate tomorrow!
oh ya. mag is so cool. she wrote a whole story on 4/3 '06 la. all our names included. hahaha. yay mag! love you too!
oh you know the nine o'clock police show? the killer is rachel can. she killed carol. and on the day carol was missing in the toilet she was already dead. hahaha. yupp. andrew seow told eevon jiejie at happy that day. then what.the project superstar weichong is like a gay. okayyyy. hahaha. thats all for juicy stuff.
erm damn bored now. and i have like nothing to type already! so i shall end here. yupp. anyway i was supposed to blog lesser. so yupp. and cramps are like shit la. damn pain. so a little moody i guess. ok byeee! <3
okay. i still miss you.
what the hell la.
im suppose to forget forget forget.
argh. is it that hard a thing to do?
oh man i feel dumb. maybe i just am dumb.
aiya sigh.
♥ Wednesday, April 19, 2006 9:37 PM
hello!! hahaha. ooooh i like this font. shall use it more often. haha okay that was quite random. wah a bit hyper huh. but a bit pmsie too.
okay today was quite boring in school. first thing in the morning i had to take chem test. wth. i made like a lot of careless mistakes la. wah lao i hope i pass though. then i could not really remember what i studied last night. cause i was reading notes on my bed and then i slowly fell asleep. hahaha. my bed was just too comfortable! cant blame me. the other pig was grace yow okay. she havent finish one page then she fall asleep already. i keep asking sam to wake her up consistently. cause she WAS suppose to study. she was online to keep herself awake until the sleeping time pass then study. but she end up going offline and to bed. hahaha. its kind of expected la huh. heh.
then geog? copied a little bit of notes but yeah. not very neat. it was as usual boring. i think mrs fam dont make much sense during lessons. only at times when she is sane then maybe she would. haha. im sorry la. but its true. i rather mrs kunna teach can. or mrs helen tan. ya then after that it was english. haha. i was so depressed because i thought that we would have to do comprehension and summary. but no! hahaha. mrs low let us do some marking of essays and presentation to the class. a sister from myanmar came to observe our lesson. she is suppose to help to improve myanmar's way of teaching. so ya. then after that we went for recess. blah blah. oh man. after recess we had four periods with mr teh can. the first period he talked to us about the conducts for exams. it was pc lesson.then second and third period he did maths. then last period no assembly so we end up having another maths period. THREE maths period? thats madness la okay. hahaha. but got over it. then after that period we wanted to go buy dessert to eat first then go for chem prac. but guess what? when we reached the science lab, everyone started to do the prac la. so ya. we skipped lunch.
then finish prac we went to macs to eat. me sam yow eun sha cheong nat gabby and jessica ng. hahaha. then ya. everyone left. me cheong yow and sam stayed to talk talk talk untl 7pm. wth right? so late. but ya. i had fun. catching up and all.
then i came home. went to ntuc to get snacks for tomorrow in class. and pad. and auntie's hair dye. and biscuits for auntie to eat and chocolates for jz and bei. their netball finals la. mandy also having competition. how how. go which one. sigh.
okay im like talking to sam cheong and yow online. msn conference. haha. then talking to sy also. WAS talking to terence. but ya. totally change. totally different la. he wont listen to me anymore. he does things he promised he wouldnt do. sigh. i miss the old terence la. wah lao. aiya. i dont know la. whatever man. i try not to care for the time being. i try.
alright. going to talk to them and watch my changjin. im not exactly concentrating on the show. but accompanying my auntie to watch. haha. yupp. so its not called repeating. aiya. whatever. i dont know what im talking about. anyway i'll end here for now. byee!
oh! got chinese oral tomorrow! shits. hahaha. doubt i'll practise now. tomorrow in school when everyone's testing each other. then the mood comes. then i'll practise. hahaha. alrights. i'll just hope lao shi will do it tomorrow and not postpone it anymore. postpone like dont know how many times. okay thats all. this time really bye. bye.
im waiting for things to make a u-turn.
but that sounds mean. cause youre attached.
sigh sigh sigh.
and plus terence teo! he made things worse for me la.
aiya.
i wish i pray i hope.
♥ Tuesday, April 18, 2006 10:53 PM
KARMAN!
i changed monday 17th april post's font already okay. it's like LARGE now. it looks really ugly la. maybe i should change it back. hahaha. no la just kidding! =P
♥ 10:13 PM
karman asked me to post bigger fonts. because she's just...erm... blind? hahaha. jkjk. cannot be so mean to my junior! heh.
okay. chinese prelims listening compre. i could not hear clearly. but okay la. after the test we checked answers with laoshi. then i got the first page all correct. the rest i not sure. last three questions were really tricky though. yupp. thats all la. not that scary after all. then thursday i will have chinese prelims oral. oh man. worry time again! haha.
ahhhh! english oral was like oh my gosh la. hahaha. for the passage part i was stumbling with my words. i keep missing out words then i read the whole sentence again.oh man. it was about two teachers having a conversation in the staff room. then picture was okay.it was this racial harmony day scene la. i talked until the mrs ma asked a second question. so lucky to have her man. she was so nice la. oh! she was having a sore throat though. yupp. oh ya then the conversation. i was like talking like a mad woman. cause i didnt want mrs ma to prompt me with questions. so ya. then the topic was "talk about the teacher you admire most". so i talked about mrs pat ho-tan. miss her like a lot la! ya.
before oral i went toilet with gabby. i was damn scared so i got stomach ache. wanted to shit. haha. but didnt la. cause the exam started already. so went to the holding room to wait. then when shihui went out to prepare i panicked. cause it was me next. wah lao. i scared until i couldnt sit lor. i was standing up and jumping la. haha. then my stomach ache came again and all. gosh.
then after oral i went to the canteen. met cheong and sam. then we waited like from 4.15pm to 6pm la. we just sat in the canteen to talk and talk. then in the end i wasted my time. because in the end we never go and eat. haha. so i went home. it was raining la. what a good time to sleep. should not have waited for them to finish la. two hours cann! eun went home to sleep lor! then i was wasting my two whole hours when i could have gone to class to take my chem textbook. i left it in school and my notes are slotted into it. so irritating. i didnt know until like just now at 8.30pm!!! and i need the notes for tomorrow's test la! its the first period some more. die die die die die!!!
okay im going offline to try and study. and also before sam lee comes to nag at me again. hahaha. alright!! i hope that i will stop coming online la. seriously. wastes alot of my time! i'll blog lesser la. i hope. alrights byee! =D
i have a chem test tmr.
i will do my best to pass.
as i said.
for you, my parents and my brother.
♥ Monday, April 17, 2006 9:46 PM
ahhh! wth wth wth wth wth. tomorrow i got like chinese listening compre prelims la. and... after school i have english prelims oral. how how how how how. so scary cann. and im like super not prepared. didnt intend to come online today. but i still came. and im like wasting alot of my time la. wth. i better stop coming online and stop blogging. all the way until exams end. wow. that'll be a damn long time. so you guys wont get to read whats happening in my life currently. heh. well too bad. at the most i try to update everyday. but short simple summarised ones la. hahahaha. i cant afford to slack anymore. exams are like in one week's time. oh man. oh my god. i damn scared. okay. *calming down* hahaha. i better relax. im like freaking myself out. and im like panicking too much. but its normal right? haha.
okay today after school i went to mos to study with yow cheong eun and sam. hahaha. wth. damn freaking cold la. i was freezing. so was everyone. then we were all wet. because it was raining. so we decided to take the bus to tp central. then while going up the bus this stupid girl behind me. she closed her umbrella and then put it right above the back of my leg. all the water dripped into my shoes and socks la. wah lao. was damn pissed with her. but since i was in a good mood i didnt scold her. yupp. then when we reach mos like got this two guys keep staring la. damn irritating. they were like "who is that girl ah? she's your friend right?" soooooo irritating. then got another group. childish one. so dumb. aiya whatever i shall not care. OH YES! stupid yow. so disgusting la please. she keep licking me and irritating me. oh man. i felt so so so disgusted and irritated. hahaha. but oh wells. i BATHED already. hahaha. after mos went home la.ya.
alrights. thats about it today. i better go offline. stupid samlee is bugging me. cause i am not supposed to be online but studying. hahahaha. okok. so i better go offline. if not she will never stop nagging. ah ma! yupps. byeeee! =))
i am going to do my best for this year olevels. for you.
you said you wanted to see alicia in a jc.
so i will do it.
for you.
for myself.
for my parents.
for my brother.
♥ Sunday, April 16, 2006 11:16 PM
ahh! i dont feel like blogging but ya. still blog la ok.
charity show. haha. campus superstar performed. like wth they just finished then like so famous. whatever. zhiyang still sings the best ok. haha. ok im mad. i like fann wong's item. i dont like her. but i like her item. damn cool la the sand thing. hahaha. zoe tay damn pretty. her dance was like damn nice la. and she slimmed down like damn fast. yupp. thats all about the charity show. i dont really care about the rest.
i found out who the [UR FRIEND] is already. hahaha. just today. i was wondering who it was on the day that person tagged. then obviously i had no clue la. there was no url and all. so i just read the tag felt touched that someone out there really cared. and as days passed more tags came in so that tag was all the way in another page. then i forgot. but that person asked me about that tag today. then said it was him. so ya. now i know who he is. okayy.
oh i got a new title now. im like derek's twin. wth right? but it doesnt matter. the thing we have in common is that we are both....psychiatrists. hahaha. so lame. but its true okay. we help to consol people and all. oh the other thing is common is that we can consol others but not ourselves. haha. wth. but its true.
mmm. what else? oh! char has an extra free ticket to jjlin's concert next saturday la! and guess what? i rejected it. why? cause i have chinese prelims the next day. wth wth wth. im so dumb. but i think i made the right choice la. exams are what i should focus on now. i mean like there's always another chance to go to a concert right? so ya. i shall be a good girl and stay at home to study. like mid years are in less than two weeks time and i have not started. wth am i doing la seriously. im sec4 this year. its such an important year for me. i really better buck up. i want to do well. and i will do well if i try. sigh. im just still so troubled and distracted by that person la. this better end soon okay. wah lao.
alrights end of today's post. nothing much anyway. just stayed at home.woke up like quite early today thinking i could finish newspaper articles and other stuff. but i end up using the com the whole day chatting. and like only half is done. urgh. i suck la. i should put computers away soon. WAHH! i can cry now i tell you. im feeling so damn freaking stressed out. someone help!!!
okay nvm. bye. im going to cool down. and study then sleep. i cant sleep every night because i end up worrying about exams. f. can i start this whole year again please??
i still cant get over everything.
how much more time am i going to take?
im like wasting a lot of my time.
i need all these time for studying.
why the hell did i know you in the first place.
know you and get hurt and distracted in my studies.
i rather not.
because i feel that it is all not worth it.
♥ 1:44 PM
OH MY GOD!
DEREK KOO!
STOP IT OKAY!
YOU SUCK!
HAHA!
I FEEL SO EMBARRASSED NOW LA!!!
i'll stop blogging about that person from now on. heh.
IDIOT KNOW YOU!
i decided not to delete this! boooo!
♥ Saturday, April 15, 2006 10:49 PM
gym night was quite fun la. not that bad. but it was soooo cold in there. goodness.
then i spent money again. to buy flowers and all. oh man. no money already. die die.
alright. the performance was nice la. especially the artistic gym guys man! damn cute and damn pro. the way they flip. ahhh! so exciting. but the auditorium is a little small. overall it was quite nice la. jessica is like so skinny and slim and fit la. jealous jealous. hahaha.
yupp thats all. after the concert we went to look for jessica then took pictures, talked for awhile, then went home. yupp. i walked all the way home okay! haha. but it's damn near. the concert was at rjc. and i live in bishan. so ya. walk lor. natlim had her daddy to fetch her home. but i didnt follow la. how dumb please. haha. she lives in the same block as me some more. but you know. i bu hao yi si. yeah.
okok i got to go and do english now! bye!!
okay. i made up my mind.
that is to forget you as fast as possible.
i will try. and i think i can do it.
all i need is time anyway.
i wish you all the best and to be happy. always.
♥ 4:32 PM
yay! 2.4km is over. hahaha. i passed! the whole of fourthree passed. sooo, that's good! hahaha.
oh wells. then after that i went to bugis with cheong eun yow shuyi jane sam huiting and gabby. we went to eat first then jane left first. after that cheong left while yow try clothes. then yow left. cheong and yow had to go hospital to visit their coach so ya. then me gabby huiting eun sam shuyi went to bugis street to look for eun's bag. i was looking for a hairband with bunny ears. but then dont have. eevon jiejie need it for happy party tonight. then she needs easter eggs too! haha. sounds fun eh? yupp. then huiting left. then me and gabby went to walk around. after that we both leave first because we could not find sam shuiyi and eun. yupps.
so now im at home. i have to go and bathe like NOW! im like so late la. need to go for rythmic gym concert. then meeting natlim downstairs our block at 5.45pm to go meet huiting mandy jane cheong at j8. soooo. got to go! byeee! =))
i think of you most of the time.
even now.
even when im doing every single thing.
even everywhere i go.
what the hell is happening to me!?!?
this is so so so scary.
♥ 8:44 AM
AHH!! 2.4km in like an hours time. shit shit.
i just finished showering and tying my hair. messaged huiting to ask her run with me. cause that wednesday morning she run with me. same pace. hahaha. then she said "of course". haha. so no worries. i've got someone to run with. but still damn scared. nvm i shall pray. for god to give me the energy and strength to finish the run and not to fail.let's begin.
our father in heaven
holy be your name
your kingdom come
your will be done
on earth as it is in heaven
give us today our daily bread
forgive us our sins
as we forgive those who sinned against us
do not bring us to the test
but deliver us from evil
AMEN.
oh mighty god. please hear this prayer. bless me! hahaha. alright got to go now. bye! here i come nyjc!!!
♥ Friday, April 14, 2006 11:49 PM
AHHH!
THE RING IS LIKE SHOWING ON TV NOW!!
haha. im not watching. because i want to sleep soon so that i have the energy for 2.4km tomorrow! hahaha.
but i bet it's scary la. the jap version is so much scarier than the english one. yupp yupp.and channel u is playing the jap one. i feel like watching leh. so can freak myself out a bit. but the starting so unscary. then by th time the scary parts come, it'll be soooo late. so i better sleep and forget about it. yupp. nights!
i just read shihui and cheong's taggies! i just want to say that i love you guys loads! muacckkks* okay i bet you guys rather have a hug right? okay. hugggss* okay this is retarded. aiya whatever. bye.
♥ 10:57 PM
wow. what a tiring day today.
okay. was talking to alph until i fell asleep. then this morning i woke up bathe and then eat. i ate cheese cocktail. meatballs. sushi. and a cake. haha. then went to change everything. then went out. daimummy biying gonggong and ahwang came to our house. yupp.
then i went to meet jiazhi and eun first. at ps. studied a bit at burgerking. then waited for grace. then blah blah. walked around. ate wowtako. its like takopachi la. then we decided to meet grace at cityhall mrt station. so ya. in the end we met her in the train. and we were cabins away from each other. we walked and walked while the train was moving. and finally saw grace. what the hell. i supper just walked past her la. i didnt even notice her. so embarrassing. then eun and jiazhi asked me to stop then i saw grace. right behind me. like wth. hahahaha.
then we went to the airport to study. at burgerking again. i drank orange juice and ate taroturnover. then we were chased off la. so we stop studying after two hours plus then we went to walk around the airport. went to terminal one to go to ntuc to get food. i got kindersurprise and miniM&Ns for biying. hahaha. then got a bottle of water and vinegerlays for the movie. after all the buying we made our way back to terminal two and go back towards ps. we went to watch TAKE THE LEAD. wahhhh! damn freaking nice man. it's a MUST WATCH. then after watching we went home. like sort of straight away. cause jiazhi have training tmr. and me grace eun have 2.4KM run/walk tomorrow! oh my gosh la. i hope i wont fail la seriously. i dont want to re-take. i'm still damn pissed about standing board jump. actually more upset than pissed. sigh. its the first time i wont get my silver. wth. okay. i just have to accept it because like its over. and im so not going to re-take the five items just for my silver. its like all five items! you want me to die ah? after this whole thing end i'll feel better la. i hope. i mean like it will leave a great impact on me. but i'll get over it soon. sigh. damn sad la. if only that someone is here to cheer me up and say it's alright. then i will feel so so so much better. i shall sleep really early today. because i feel really tired. and i better get energy for tomorrow's run. yupp.
oh wells. this post is super summarised. lazy to elaborate la. tired. yupp. i just had lots of fun laughing at all the craps we did and i super enjoyed our movie today.
alrights. i might be going to meet pris and char tomorrow. to watch THE ART OF SEDUCTION. korean one. son ye jin act one. hahaha. yupp. so interesting. but that depends on whether i feel tired or not. see how la. i'll give you guys a call tomorrow alright? okok. nights!!! <3>
im missing you.
like a lot.
i have no idea why.
and the thing is that i dont know you very well.
we were close once but we drifted.
you are cold now.
you deleted my testimonial as well.
i dont know why either.
sigh. what's happening?
even if you have a girlfriend, im still your friend.right?
im lost.
♥ Thursday, April 13, 2006 6:14 PM
hello!
okay. just another normal day. woke up at like 6.15am today so decided not to run. because i know i will not have enough time to get ready and leave the house at 6.30am. so i took my time. as usual. went to school. met sam and cheong in the canteen. then we sort of practiced for chinese oral. then came noisy shalom. she's no peace man. totally in contrast with her name. heh. okok. JUST KIDDING! =)
after assembly we had some maundy thursday thing. it was quite cool. but it was damn hot in the hall la. then mr yap acted as jesus. hahaha. yupp. oh ya. then there was the washing of the feet. you wash the feet of those you love and you want to express your love for. and thank them blah blah. i was sitting on the floor stoning. sara and grace went to wash alr. then denis was damn sweet. she came to me and asked me if she could wash my feet. i so totally got touched and i melted la. wah lao. then i asked her why she didnt want to go wash althea or someone else. she said because she remembered all the times when i was there for her and when i cared and all la. basically she thought of what i have done for her. like what the hell. oh man. i nearly wanted to cry okay. yupp. then i washed hers also la. then grace washed mine i washed grace. then we went back to class. yupp. i am so going to convert to a catholic. when im twenty one. when i dont need my parents' consent. i feel good going to church and having mass. and i have no idea why. yupp. maybe its a sign. =)
then went for guitar after school. in the end no chinese oral la. cause no time. like wah lao. so ya. juniors were damn funny. as in the old juniors. not the new ones. oh man. they are damn gossipy and naughty la. haha.
[be right back. eating orange.6.40pm]
[back. 6.52pm]
alright. bro colleagues all come up to my house la. like wth. so unexpected. i was in my blouse some more. so transparent. so have to wear my pinafore.
okay.ya my juniors were really bitchy. haha. then after that i went a little hyper and then went a little crazy then i went home.daddy fetched. i wanted to go church. but then i scared i dont know what to do and all. then grace after that go out with her church friends. i dont really know them. so ya. feel uncomfortable la. then never go.
supposed to go watch a movie with pris and char. but then pris say she dont want la. last minute. so now i am like stuck at home feeling all bored. oh man. i think i have to go out. i cannot stay at home and do nothing. because i think too much when i am all alone. i have to go out have fun and keep myself occupied. aiya. wth. maybe i shall meet char later. but i think it will be too late. sigh.
okay i shall end here. go rest bathe then maybe ask char if she can go out. haha. yupps. byee!! =DD going to call her soon!!!
14032006 was the last day you message me wih interest.
with long replies, humor, care, concern and dote.
its all short and simple now.
or sometimes with no reply.
♥ Wednesday, April 12, 2006 11:09 PM
alright. char asked me to update. so i shall. heh.
okay another day just passed. another miserable day. i still cant stand it la. really.i cannot take all the facts that are taking place. im seriously breaking down bit by bit day after day. yeah. im not saying why, but its just like that. oh yes. and i wonder if the person who is supposed to read the previous post read it already. but who cares really. I DONT KNOW! oh my gosh. heeelp. im damn frustrated la. wahh. okok. stop this. i will put on my strong front no matter what.
oh ya. this morning met natalie while walking into school. then huiting came along. haha. then we went to run! we ran 2.4km okay. but its a slack one la. eh i realise that running in the morning is so much less tiring then during p.e. la. and i feeeeel so good and fresh after running. hahaha. i THINK i will be running tomorrow again. haha. then amaths test was like shit! at least i got one question correct okay. there were only four question anyway. then blah blah. the day passed slowly boringly sadly and whatever.
then i came home. ate wanton mee. not very nice but ya. then eevon jiejie made the nydc mushrooms thing. with ham, italian herbs, butter, japanese mayonese and salt. damn nice. then i bought 4D. heh. then i fell asleep on the floor. havent studied yet! i havent dont anything. because i was on the com all the while. after this i am so going to off the com and go to my room to study. i MUST. wth. mid years are like coming la. bloody hell. damn kan cheong cann. but ya. i am like still damn freaking lazy. i have no idea whats wrong with me okay. goodness. maybe i have chinese oral tomorrow. so i better go look at the questions.
alright. i shall end here. i have nothing much to write about for today. yupps.
now without you, it is dull.
it is colourless.
the colours you once painted into my life have all disappeared.
i think i'm missing you.
how about you?
♥ Monday, April 10, 2006 10:39 PM
my life is just freaking screwed okay. i cant take it anymore. stop torturing me please. why am i the middle person? why am i blamed for almost everything? im innocent. you know i am. stop this okay. everything's changed because you found a new person in your life. but i was supposed to be your friend. your good friend. someone whom you listens to. heeds advices to. but no. no more. i have no say anymore. i feel helpless. i feel out of the place. i feel that im on the wrong path of life. i want time to turn back. i want to change everything. i want to stop this. i want to construct an alternative road for you to move on. to move on the right track. so everything will be just fine today. now. this minute this second. i have so many WANTS but whats the use. everything's done. unless you realise how much i want things to change. unless you realise that your good friend is hurting deep inside. i wait. i wait patiently.
♥ 10:14 PM
heyy. another just passed. very badly indeed. i cant help thinking. everything always comes back into my mind. oh man. f la. i dont know what to do. urgh. i must must must forget. i will.
alright. haha. details go into my personal diary! =PP
okay korkor going for a minor operation tomorrow. sigh. its so scary. i hope everything goes well. he have to stay overnight in the hospital for observation la. wth. i think i will be going to the hospital to see him. maybe. yupp. his injection not so pain anymore. thats good! =) hahaha. yesterday was funny.
okay today i went to sam's house with eun. we did geog project. i went to buy meepok to eat. sucks la. tasteless. and it turned out so soupy when its supposed to be dry. then eun and sam ate laksa. yupp. sam's sis brought back campus superstar cd. hahahaha. i asked her to burn for me. its like the recording was lousy. as in the sound la. yupp. then did project. ate haagen dazs vanilla ice cream. damn nice please. heh. eun ate the rum raisin one. erm then eun left. i waited for daddy. while waiting i watch campus superstar finals again. sam sister is mad la. she actually taped it down can. hahaha. yupp.
OH ya. i want to thank CHAR like damn alot. she damn nice. cause i was damn upset that i dont have the iweekly right? then she was like i give you mine la i dont want. wahhhh. so touched. thank you thank you! i loveeee char. she rocks. hahaha. yupp.
oh wells. i think thats about it la. nothing much to talk about anymore. i shall go do my work. seee. im so guai. hahaha. okays. bye!!! =D
♥ Sunday, April 09, 2006 11:40 PM
heyy. i watched campus superstar repeat today again. the finals. haha. yayness! im still damn happy that zhiyang won! cause he is gooooood. he deserves it. so ya. alright. gabby has him on friendster la. like wth. so cool. alright. i read his blog too. haha.
ohhh yes. im damn sad today la. korkor was like so sick. i see him suffer i feel so sad. but he went to the hospital already. just came back awhile ago. he had an injection. soooo poorthing. he came back then cannot walk properly. hahaha. but i hope he will feel better. really. yupps.
the other thing was that the old terence i knew is almost disappearing. i hope to do magic and make THAT terence come back into one piece. i will try. alright. yupp.
oh yes in the morning char biying daimummy gonggong popo ahhonggugu ahwang came to our house to eat lunch. then after lunch everyone went to pingyi house. char stayed. we were supposed to study. but duh we played. heh. we ate curry and duck for lunch. then we ate kitkat. then drank ribena. then ate cookies. then seaweed. haha. with me sure will eat damn alot. and will laugh damn alot. i made char laugh okay! she asked me to go and talk to siying so i can make siying laugh and be happy. but that only happens when im really hyper. yupp. then we watched campus superstar together. watched jiedahuansi. viewed zhiyang blog together. watched miss singapore universe together. like ewww. all so ugly. hahaha. one of which is don korkor's ex girlfriend. hahaha. yupp. then we ate maggie mee. then she went home. yupp.
ohhhh.. korkor damn cute. his injection damn pain. then cannot get up to on the fan right. hahaha. then he called my handphone and ask me to go in to help him switch it on. hahaha. goodness. so funny. yupps. okay.
talking to siying and her friend joel. hahaha. damn funny la we all. goodness. yupp. joel says that i sound like some eleven year old. like wth. haha. yupp. his name reminds me of joel ee. well. but we are not even talking to each other now la. like different. hahaha. nvm. think he is busy with his girlfriend. haha.
alright. i go do work then sleep. nights! lovesss.
♥ 3:09 AM
heyy. it's like 3.08am and i just got home a few minutes ago.
went to char's house. then i fell asleep in her room. mummy woke me up when she wanted to go home. that's like 2.40am. she was talking with the adults la. yupp. so now i'm at home. i was suppose to go sleep. but my mum say she hungry. so i thought i take out lap top to use while accompanying her eat. in the end she go her own room to eat. now she say too spicy she give me. i end up eating. shit la. i'm going to grow FAT.
alright earlier today i was at home. all dressed up going to meet yow eun ana and clio. but then they went klunch and i was damn late for klunch so i decided to meet them after they sing. so ya. waited for popo gonggong to come out. accompany them awhile then went out. wanted to look for my water bottle but dont have. sam lee!! youre soooo dead. i liked it so much la okay. then i bought vicks for korkor to apply. then at the same time bought chocolate biscuit for biying. damn ex la. but nvm. then grace wanted so bought prez for her. yupp. then they eun had to go for her campfire thing. then grace they all go church.
so i came home like damn early. to accompany gonggong they all. auntie cooked curry fish head. then still got wanton skin soup. super nice! i went to j8 with eevon jiejie to change bedsheet. wah lao the man damn rude. bastard. haha i dont care la. then we went to buy toriyaki to eat. and delifrance. hahaha. and alcohol. then after adults play finish the mahjong at my house we all decided to go to char's house. so all went. then i watched vcd for awhile then fell asleep.
then now i'm home writing this. wah mummy's noodles damn spicy la. wth. alright. i'm not going to eat anymore. i'm going to sleep. nights!
oh ya. and we didnt go see the campus superstar people. because we are not desperate. hahaha. but we wanted to see them come out after they finish. so at 5pm plus we went cine. but they took too long. so we just leave. cause yow they all had mass at 6pm. yupp. that's all. =)) zhiyang still rocks. heh.
♥ Saturday, April 08, 2006 9:56 AM
hello!! i went for fantasia VI yesterday. came home late so didnt update. it was damn nice la!although i was damn sleepy. i nearly fell asleep. but thats because i was so tired from school okay. yupps.
okay after school's last lesson i was like slacking in class. then me and yow do our amaths homework. jz was teaching us. then the stupid fire alarm rang. it was right outside our class i nearly died. damn loud la! goodness. but we still took our time to walk down. hahahaha. i doubt there's a real fire la. but they cant keep giving us false alarms. next time got real fire we dont believe then die. haha. but whatever. then we went down to the house room. put our bags and went to look for sara. but she was no where to be found. so i told grace to just go her grandma's house and rest then at night either sneak into band concert or go out with her mum. she didnt come for fantasia in the end. then waited for korkor to come pick me. so damn long la. i would have reached home much earlier if i took the bus. but oh wells. i was just lazy.
then i reach home i slack like dont know what. walk around the house play with eevon jiejie. eat. then i decided to go bathe because i was like damn late. then bathe i went to look for something to wear. then i put make up. wah i took damn long la i tell you. hahahaha.
then i finish i gave josceline a call to meet me to get flowers. she wore damn nicely. a white skirt,black tube, and shoes. and necklace and all. yupps. then after buying flowers we made our way down to cityhall mrt station. to meet denis samfern and angie. yupp. then we walked to victoria concert hall together. yupp.
we were early. but as in ten minutes before the concert started we were there. then got no nice seats la i tell you. okay but never mind. then we sat down and talk talk talk. then wait for the people to settle down to start the concert. cheong was sooooo pretty yesterday! she was like wearing a skirt and she was like damn nice. hahaha. then i saw evelyn and her boyfriend!!! ahhhh. so exciting. i didnt know she had a boyfriend. he's charlie. from tandi's church i think. oh i think they left at like at interval la. after interval they were no where to be seen. must be want to spend time together. then after concert too late she need to go back to the hostel. so she left. yupp. then met derek at the interval. cause he and his friends were like the only barker people there. he didnt know much people. like a few only. so i decided to meet him. then brought him to say hi to denis. he said girls are crazy because they are so skinny. well im fat though. derek said i didnt change. so not fat lor. but at first he said a bit. wth. i dont know la. so confusing. haha. then i let him go up to meet his friends. just in case he gets lost. then he message me to meet him after the concert. he wanted to join me denis and josceline for supper. in the end after the concert josceline backed out!! she went home with jessica ng. then me denis derek and his three guy friends and adeline and francesca went to eat at cityhall. went to gelare. yupp. so ya. after eating me and denis didnt feel like going home. so we went to the esplanade's rooftop. then only went there for 7minutes then they chase us down. only derek and soon leng followed. the rest went off. then after that we walked to the mrt station. soonleng went to meet his other friends in town i think. derek went home by the boonlay way. then me and denis went to take the marina bay train. so that we had place to sit.
then yupp. come home. talked to sy then bathe she fell asleep then i called alph. talk till i was damn tired. then sleep. was messaging derek till i sleep. then ya la. i replied this morning. heh. derek became sooooo gentlemanly i cant stand it. he was like "so i very mean la last time" when i told him. so i said nooo. you were nice but nicer now. he wait for girls to walk first then take water and knifes and forks for us. hmmm. improvement. hahaha. then ya la. his friends friends were quite nice althought stupid derek didnt introduce. dumb la he. hahaha. there's this guy who wants to learn canto from me. i have no idea what his name is. haha.yupp.
ohhh i saw mandy jane penelope yupei lynn all too!!! they were looking for a place to have supper too. haha. yupps.
oh yes terence got a new girlfriend. like wth. i'm like damn angry la. he just broke with sy only lor! and yes and im angry at him for other reasons. im going to scold him and maybe that will be the last time i talk to him. yupp. he hurt me first. so ya.
alright i think thats about it. i got to go and bathe now already. going to meet grace eun they all to go kbox. oh! at three pm campus superstar will be at cine kbox too! just bring iweekly magazine and then can enter their room to sing with them. hahaha. but i think i wont do that. i think i will just see from outside. so ya. hahaha. so exciting!! okay got to go. now daryl ex son can help me make my blog. haha.
okay bye!!!! =)) i'll update tonight again. to tell you about campus superstar okay? lovess--
♥ Monday, April 03, 2006 11:40 PM
alright. i watched campus superstar last episode just now. missed some parts because i went to bathe. haha. yupps. wah lao. so sad la this reunion. they were asked to say their last words. because they are not going to see each other for like some time. then all the crying. ZHIYANG cried la. so poorthing. haha. he doesnt even look like he's JC1 can. he looks so young and so small. just like a mouse. hahaha. yupp. its quite sad la. cause its kind of the last time i get to see them on mondays at 8pm. i wont be able to hear them sing anymore. like for life!!! no more campus superstar. only if they have any autograph sessions la. yupp.
oh grace say she want to go for campus superstar 2 next year. haha. alright. we'll see how she do. should be well. hopefully. then she will get to know zhiyang!!! so exciting la. okok. stop this madness. yupp.
oh wells. so stressed la. so many things on my mind. plus exams. urgh! cant stand it anymore. going to go mad sooon!
okay, im going to do a little more work. write my personal journal where i include all the details and sleep. yupps. nights! =)
♥ 4:48 PM
OOOH its raining damn heavily now. its only 530pm but the sky is like what? 7pm? hahaha. damn dark and nice. so nice for sleeping. but i havent bathe so cannot sleep. the rain is so cool and nice. but still cannot sleep. yupp.its dark and i say its nice because it matches my saddd state now. i would feel worse if its bright now.okay let's start.
I HATE STELLA HO.
she sucks la. all because of her i cannot get my silver for pft. it was standing broad jump la. i jumped 170+- but then she keep saying not counted. then she keep making me re-do for six times. in the end she make me stand like 5cm behind the line to jump! FIVE freaking cm costs alot la. bloody hell. she can go and jump off the building and kill herself. because i HATE her. if i get my 170 or whatsoever. i could have gotten my silver alr. F her la. bloody idiot piece of bimbo. ahhhhh! she sucks sucks sucks. now i have to consider whether to re-do it or not. and because of HER i will have to do all five items again. its like damn tiring one can. some more the rest of the items i do so well la. she can go F*** herself to death i tell you. YUCKS! she is damn pretty and damn slim and sexy. and her voice rocks. so sweet like princess. -vomits- i just told a few lies. because its all the opposite. yes.
alright. i shall stop talking about that bitch. oh wait. does she qualify to be one? i guess not on second thoughts. hahaha. i just rhymed. heh. yupp.
oh wells. today mrs eugenia lee tan was such a nice teacher. she allowed us to postpone our test date. haha. i didnt manage to study everything because i was watching my campus superstar last night. then alph tried to teach me la. but we only managed to do one chapter. i had. three. hahaha. actually the third chapter was not done yet. yupps. then i had chinese ca. as usual. its a weekly test. hopefully i do well!! then i skipped recess just to go practise my pft. but STELLA HO screwed everything up. then thats about it i guess. yupp. i have got NO MOOD to write anymore. cant think and i dont want to think. ASSHOLE [s.ho] so totally spoilt my day. i wanna cry. and i shall cry. because i will feel much better. and i know it. okay. wow. everything's out now. wah lao. damn dramatic. cry in front of computer while writing my post. hahahaha. but its the only way i'll feel better. yupp. i wanted to cry in school okay. i WAS at the verge of crying. but i controlled. what a strong girl eh?? yeah. i've always been a strong girl. okay. thats all fullstop. bye.
oh wait. oh ya. terence and his gf got problem again. and i feel damn sad to hear my two good friends being sad and angry and all. wahhh. how i wish i really have a solution to solve their problem. i really want to see them happy again la. i pray hard. really hard. yupps.
oh and i think this time joel really left for canada already. yupps. he is like damn sad la. i think he really wants to stay in singapore with his friends. who wouldnt want la. ya. why are all these things coming on me at this period of time. all at ONCE? god.please help me. i cant take it anymore longer you know. sigh. whatever.okay. this time really bye. bye.
♥ Sunday, April 02, 2006 11:10 PM
ZHIYANG YOU ROCK!! youre my superman! heh.
YAY!! ZHIYANG won!!! he WON WON WON!!! ahhhhhhhh!! i loveeee him i tell you. he sang so well. he sings well! wahhhh. if he sings for his girlfriend, i bet she will melt okayy. yupp. he deserves to win. and yes he did!! so coooool!!! ahhhhhhhh!! i was like screaming la. over the phone. guess char is deaf on one ear now. i was damn happy and i am still damn happy now. wth. im like typing rubbish. but this shows how happy i am la!!! goodness!! he rocks la. the songs he sing all so nice. i dont care. i will buy his album. I WILL! wahhhh. damn happy. goodness!! im going mad!! he can dance okok also. and he is not that bad looking also. PERFECT campus superstar i tell you!! YAYNESS!! woohoo!! its finally all over. and what a nice result we have!! better then chenweilian la. oops. but ya. its the truth! wow. i am going to download all the songs he sang. all so nice. heh. oops. im madd. =D i think i cant sleep tonight. too happy!!
cant sleep tonight also because i havent finish studying for my social studies. oh man. pft five items is tomorrow. die. not prepared la! then i need to call alph daryl and terence. terence first. since he is my good friend! so prioritised.=)) yupp. okok. i better go and finish up! nights! <3>
