♥ Saturday, August 26, 2006 12:09 PM
i miss emy!!! so so so much please.
she finally replied to my friendster message i sent one month ago!!!
hahaha. emy, i will tell you everything about it soon okay? chill.
we need to catch up. so much to.
i love you okay! dont say i dont. haha.
alrights. chem practical and english done.
sigh. hopefully i do fine. yupp.
practical i got two cations wrong. wth.
english? vocab like shit.
and summary no time to copy over. sigh!
hmm nothing to write about now!!
later, i will be going for novena session and risen christ mass again. yeah.
then i will come home to do work. yes? yes.
oh. grandparents and all coming to my house from malaysia!!
so i better not stay out late after mass.
the last time after church i go out till so late, i came home, they left.
yupp!
okay. got to go. bye!
take care people!
<3
oh yes. just want to know why you always make me sad?
even if you already got over me, you dont have to change so much right?
you just dont know how i feel. sometimes i feel like crying.
you take so fast to get over me. i feel happy for you. but it shows a lot too. is that how much i meant to you?? it shows me how much.
♥ Tuesday, August 22, 2006 4:10 PM
heys.
im not going to update at all for months yes!!
you people sure to miss me! but dont worry. i will be back after Os i hope.
heh just kidding.
yupp. prelims officially starts this thursday. oh man. stress.
sigh.
subjects to go?
english
elementary mathematics
additional mathematics
pure physics
pure chemistry
core geography
socialstudies/literature
physics practical
chemistry practical
OH MY GOSH. so much. kill me people. kill me!
alrights. people. i got to go.
after webcaming with an overseas friend, im going to do work work and more work!
take care people!
study hard yes!
<3
♥ Friday, August 18, 2006 9:37 PM
helloooo!
oh my gosh. like i didnt update for how long la! how long. haha.
sorry la. lazyy.
hmm okay.
last sat went for church and church and more church.
like what? novena then risen christ. heh.
oh!! then i watched CLICK after that!
with er. sara alph yukai bryan and gabriel.
yess.
sunday.
went to pass a friend something.
then went to yishun. to go pris house to do work. yupps.
tuesday i had english Olevel question can!!
i talked quite a lot. and i managed to talk about my favourite. piloting!!!
but now im scared i spoke out of point leyy. sigh.
oh wells. it's over.
wednesday. watched lakehouse after school.
it was the last day. so ya.
like wth la. exams next week i still can go town.
kill me la someone! just kill me man.
hmmm then today?
came home after school for late lunch and to bathe.
didnt manage to take my nap.
went straight to school for chem night lesson.
yeah!
AND, mrs selvam said that im improving!! yay!
now im more motivated and encouraged to do better for chem.
thanks mrs selvam! for what you said. it made an impact.
it's true that students need their teachers' praises eh?
hmmm. tonight i shall do a little bit of work.
that's after my shows though.
then i need to go to bed early.
have to go to the airport at 8am in the morning to see auntie off. =((
sigh.
have to live without her again.
lucky it's only one week this time.
but still. i will miss her.
seeing her cry makes me cry too. (personal problem)
tomorrow have church church church again.
then have rccl fund raising.
yeah!
busy day tomorrow.
alrights. got to go now.
take care people. <3s!
im sorry for what ive done.
im really sorry.
PLEASE FORGIVE ME.
i will be praying for you to forget soon.
i will be praying for the hurt to go away.
i will still be here for you okay. always.
take good care of yourself please.
and do well for your exams.
muchlove.
♥ Friday, August 11, 2006 10:11 PM
stayed at home the whole day yesterday.
stupid yow and i were quarrelling on whether to go out or not. to study of course.
heh. but both decided to stay home.
i went for dim sum at j8 with eevon jie and jiejie! haha.
yumms!
then came home to study. yeah.
thats all for yesterday!!!
BORING.
school today was kind of tiring for me.
yow didnt allow me to hang up last night till 130am!
so yeah.
and four periods of chem was like killing me.
chem test was okay la. hopefully i pass.
emaths test? like a shit. wah lao. the graph. patterns question was alright. yeah.
after school, i came home, had lunch and took a nap.
FORCED myself to wake up one hour after. FORCED okay.
i was so tired la. wah lao.
but i had to go back to school for night chem lesson.
630pm to 830pm.
yeah. it was quite good. cause i was kind of awake. yupp.
went to popular after that with jz and cheong.
eun sent yow back.
bought our stuff and home sweet home!
had to train back myself cause mummy korkor and jiejie were still not done with their dinner at pan pacific. yeah.
was supposed to go with them. but had to sacrifice for lessons! haha.
i even had to sacrifice my cousins outting okay.
i was so upset la please.
all of them were meeting to shop today. sigh.
oh wells. it's all for my own good.
yupps.
took back chinese Olevel paper today.
did damn freaking badly.
b4 please! wah lao.
going to re-take.
cause i wanna use it for my l1r5. yupps.
sigh. damn bad.
why? why is my chinese so sucky man.
sigh.
alrights. i got to go now.
nothing much to update anyways.
tomorrow is churchy day! and studying day.
and last but not least, a day for CLICK! haha.
byeee people! <33
♥ Wednesday, August 09, 2006 8:50 PM
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!! =)
woke up at like 930am today.
set my alarm at seven but i didnt manage to wake up. so ya.
went for rccl meeting.
gabriel and bryan got us snacks for breakfast. thanks!
after that we went to have chicken rice for lunch. yeah.
and i had to go say hi to my daddy's side aunty and uncle.
yupps.
took a train down to dhoby ghaut.
oh my gosh. the stupid train closed up on me!!
the door hit my hips some more. wth.
lucky jude was there! haha. thanks thanks!
he saved me. heh.
we wanted to dota at paradiz but got no space.
so we went opposite paradiz instead.
yukai came to help me! hahaha.
i used sandking. played till level25! achievement for me okay! heh.
and i got third for the whole game.
and my team won!!
haha.
i killed 5 heroes. but i died 12 times. hahaha.
12 items obtained, that's what it wrote.
experience gained 32400.
total score 370955.
the rest i didnt catch. yeah.
so cool please.
i could use some impale thing. or empale. whatever.
and some epicenter shit.
and i dont know la.
yukai bought so many items for me. i dont know what is what.
ooooh! and i could hide. there was smoke everywhere! haha.
and i had some shimmering thing. to kill or whatever. when i attack then all the so-called "stars" come out.
and i had some ring thingyi. hahaha.
aiya.
i dont know la. so many things. hahahaha.
OKAY. wait. i have to scold stupid gabriel now.
he and his stupid HARDGAY. that was his nick.
his hero was called "nerubian assasin". some NA shit.
and i had to keep running away from him please.
i was SO scared of him i tell you.
everytime we meet him, i will tell yukai to back off.
cause... out of the 12 times i died, 7 to 8 times all gabriel kill one can.
ON MY GOSH ah. argh!!
i take 68seconds to revive.
and when i JUST revive, he had to kill me within two minutes please.
then i have to wait for 68seconds AGAIN.
my health 1000++. two seconds later 300 only. wah lao.
but sometimes i use money to buy my revival. so no need to wait.
OKAY.
ALPH WANTS ME TO TELL EVERYONE THAT HE GOT SECOND PLACE OVERALL!
YAY! WAY TO GO MAN ALPH! haha. =P
he was like damn pro la. his hero was called "anti-mage" by the way.
can like disappear here and there one la. damn good.
the skill is called "blink" by the way. yeah.
8 kills today. yeah.
after playing.
me yow gabriel walked to ps.
the rest took bus. alph jonathan yukai ashley they all.
bryan and jude went off early. yeah.
then me and yow took neoprint at ps!
to celebrate our dota day. heh.
then home we went!
took train.
came home, ate prawn mee. auntie cooked.
watched national day parade too. oh man. it's so boring. cause every year, it's the same thing. haha.
then here i am. yupps!
going to start doing my cme project soon!
i cant stand the naggings i get at home.
i feel like killing myself.
they keep saying i dont study.
but they dont know how much i try to study ok.
like i dont want to do well?
freaking hell.
i dont want this kind of life la.
someone, save me.
okay. im going off now.
take care people! <3
♥ Tuesday, August 08, 2006 4:45 PM
SICK-ED =(
woke up this morning.
felt a little giddy.
but i thought after showering i will be fine.
puked after i changed.
then had a cup of hot milo.
went to school. felt terrible in the car.
puked the minute i reached school.
went to the canteen. few minutes later, went to the toilet to puke again.
assembly.
half way through assembly, i puked again.
bei was there all the way with me. love you bei. thanks.
eun and cheong too! =)
after assembly, we had to go to the hall for mass and performance.
i didnt get to watch anything.
because the minute i stepped into the hall, laoshi brought me out to let me rest.
she gave me water and biscuits.
but the biscuits were too oily. so i only had two. yeah.
but anyway, thanks laoshi!
mrs how came to bring me to the sickbay after awhile.
she told me i would feel better resting on a bed rather than a table.
she was really nice la. yeah. thanks mrs how.
i intended to go join my classmates when they went to class.
but i couldnt get up. so ya.
stayed at the sickbay till end of school. which was 1030am.
i went to class to look for the animals. cause they had my bag.
i managed to catch them before they left the forth level. yupp.
looked for yow. cause she was carrying my bag. yeah.
rang daddy up to come pick me.
while waiting, i puked again. wth la.
my stomach was empty. cause milo all came out. and i was still puking.
my stomach felt damn bad. and my head was like spinning.
daddy came, eun walked me out.
came home and immediately i went to the toilet to puke again.
oh my gosh. i really felt like dying okay.
so i went to rest in my room.
called auntie earlier to cook porridge for me.
so she did. and she gave me one bowl before i went to sleep. yes.
i was so hungry anyway. so i ate.
slept till like 4plus.
woke up, had two bowls of porridge and here i am.
still feeling giddy. but no more vomiting. so its better.
i vomited like stupid hell FIVE times please. gosh.
yow is watching click now.
i was supposed to watch with her yukai alph.
but yeah. didnt make it. so sad la!
so angry with myself also.
sigh.
okay. i shall end off here.
i need to rest.
maybe i ask them to come bishan meet me! haha.
and thanks all those who were with me today. animals, laoshi and mrs how!
sara and germaine were there to tell me to take care too! muchlove*
loveyoupeople! <3
♥ Monday, August 07, 2006 9:53 PM
school today was tiring i swear.
during chinese i slept for the whole two periods.
lao shi was like showing us some damn old cartoon which everyone was not interested in la!
then i took back the amaths intergration test.
got like 21/50.
which was considered quite good okay! heh whatever.
then physics test i got 11/30.
like what the hell.
where are all my four marks!?!?!
okay then after school, daddy fetched me home.
i went to meet patjie at j8.
ate pastamania with her and then went to the dental with her.
she didnt get to extract her teeth cause there was no written prescription.
so i suggested faxing over.
but her dentist is not in town.
oh man. how unlucky.
we came home and then we slept.
patjie left at like dont know what time. and i slept all the way till 915pm!
what the hell can. so tiring. but so shiok. =))
okay.
on saturday i went out to meet pat pris and jh.
then i left for novena service.
after that i went for risenchrist mass.
then went to town. to meet my three cousins again.
two left after awhile.
me and patjie went to look for zhiweikor.
after that the three of us went to paradiz to look for grace sara they all.
they were playing dota.
i played on derek com for awhile. then the rest were there.
even yukai!
haha.
alph and michael cabbed me home.
yukai sent grace.
jerr took bus. derek train.
sara followed bryan and gabriel. yes.
reached home damn late.
then i changed my msn nickname to "i admit dota is fun"
and all the guys who play dota were so shocked please.
they came to ask me play with them.
wth. people! wait!!! i master it already i will play ok. haha.
yesterday i went to pat and pris house to study.
didnt do much. but ya.
and we had pizza! haha. i ate so much yesterday.
chicken rice in the afternoon. then noodles late afternoon. then dinner was pizza.
FATS.
alright i shall end here.
tomorrow is national day celebration! half day! haha.
then two days holiday.
and then friday might be getting chinese Olevel results. oh man.
next tuesday? english Olevel oral. DIE.
okay. im going off now. got to go do some work.
take care people! muchlove. =)
♥ Friday, August 04, 2006 10:23 PM
heyyy!
oh my gosh oh my gosh!
weixiang is damn cuteee and damn hottt please! haha.
yeah.
alrights. today was kind of slack.
i was falling asleep in class and mrs low made me go wash my face. heh. oops!
grace also got caught! haha.
amaths test?
the last two questions i totally dont know how to do.
so there goes my 17marks.
yesterday's chem test? hopefully i can pass la.
i mean the questions are easy. but i just dont know how to do la.
=(
after school, i came home to have lunch and a short nap.
woke up at like 530pm to bathe and go to school.
for chem lesson. yeah.
bought chocolates from 7-11 for my classmates to eat!!
yupp. we were munching away. =P
while we do moles and concentration. yes.
finished at like 830pm.
daddy came to pick me up.
sent yow to her grandma's house. yupp.
and i managed to come home in time!! for my 9pm show. heh. i reached at like 850pm?
okay i got to go now.
wanna go do some work.
and wake grace up. sooon.
tomorrow might be meeting pris pat char jh.
to celebrate pat and jh belated birthdays! haha.
but im going to leave early for church!! =))
okayy. take care everyone!! muchmuchlove*
♥ Wednesday, August 02, 2006 7:52 PM
just finished dinner.
stayed in school till 7pm today with jiazhi and celeste. to study okay! heh. =)
they played basketball though. i didnt. yeah.
i ate like so much today.
recess i had some tomyam noodle thingyi.
then after school i ate tomyam cup noodle. cause i forgot i ate tomyam during recess. wth.
then i came home and i had rice.
oh man. kill me please!! hahahaha.
OH OH OH!
saw miss sin yesterday! like finally!!!
damn happy la. yes.
she's fine now but im still worrying for her.
she's like going for an operation real soon.
take care miss sin! you'll do fine. =)
and i want to thank SISTER CAROL for looking after miss sin.
thanks SISTER! =D
after that, i went to yishun to pass patjie some stuff then came home.
slept for awhile.
gentleman woke me up.
then i bathed and did work. yupp.
i went to read some dotasg.com thing.
atk or whatever group like suck la okay. ya.
slept late yesterday. was doing maths.
read through a little of chem too. yupps.
lit test sure to fail already!
probability test, i thought i would fail. but i didnt. got it back today. yupp. did BADLY.
alright. i got to go.
bathe then study. have like amaths and chem test tomorrow la!!
lastly,
happy 16th birthday sukkian!
happy 16th birthday wyncy!! my lor neng! heh.
love you both yes. enjoy enjoy! much love <3
okay. byeeee!
