♥ Sunday, April 16, 2006 11:16 PM
ahh! i dont feel like blogging but ya. still blog la ok.
charity show. haha. campus superstar performed. like wth they just finished then like so famous. whatever. zhiyang still sings the best ok. haha. ok im mad. i like fann wong's item. i dont like her. but i like her item. damn cool la the sand thing. hahaha. zoe tay damn pretty. her dance was like damn nice la. and she slimmed down like damn fast. yupp. thats all about the charity show. i dont really care about the rest.
i found out who the [UR FRIEND] is already. hahaha. just today. i was wondering who it was on the day that person tagged. then obviously i had no clue la. there was no url and all. so i just read the tag felt touched that someone out there really cared. and as days passed more tags came in so that tag was all the way in another page. then i forgot. but that person asked me about that tag today. then said it was him. so ya. now i know who he is. okayy.
oh i got a new title now. im like derek's twin. wth right? but it doesnt matter. the thing we have in common is that we are both....psychiatrists. hahaha. so lame. but its true okay. we help to consol people and all. oh the other thing is common is that we can consol others but not ourselves. haha. wth. but its true.
mmm. what else? oh! char has an extra free ticket to jjlin's concert next saturday la! and guess what? i rejected it. why? cause i have chinese prelims the next day. wth wth wth. im so dumb. but i think i made the right choice la. exams are what i should focus on now. i mean like there's always another chance to go to a concert right? so ya. i shall be a good girl and stay at home to study. like mid years are in less than two weeks time and i have not started. wth am i doing la seriously. im sec4 this year. its such an important year for me. i really better buck up. i want to do well. and i will do well if i try. sigh. im just still so troubled and distracted by that person la. this better end soon okay. wah lao.
alrights end of today's post. nothing much anyway. just stayed at home.woke up like quite early today thinking i could finish newspaper articles and other stuff. but i end up using the com the whole day chatting. and like only half is done. urgh. i suck la. i should put computers away soon. WAHH! i can cry now i tell you. im feeling so damn freaking stressed out. someone help!!!
okay nvm. bye. im going to cool down. and study then sleep. i cant sleep every night because i end up worrying about exams. f. can i start this whole year again please??
i still cant get over everything.
how much more time am i going to take?
im like wasting a lot of my time.
i need all these time for studying.
why the hell did i know you in the first place.
know you and get hurt and distracted in my studies.
i rather not.
because i feel that it is all not worth it.
