♥ Thursday, April 27, 2006 5:05 PM
alright. i feel so down now. shant elaborate on why la.
let's start. i had a big stomach ache the first thing in the morning. wah lao. nearly died. tried shiiting at home it didnt work. went to school it was raining i was wet and cold. then waited downstairs but in the end had to go to class for pledge taking. so ya.
then we had session! haha. cath class sort of thing. in the hall. it was great. i loved the part when we sing the hymns la. i really feel touched and all. i feel so loved. i feel. ya i thats all. i just feel really good and blessed during sessions and masses. i closed my eyes when they were praying. i was thinking of exams and loads of other stuffs. i teared inside me. i was really torn apart from stress and from the other stuffs. i didnt cry out loud because i didnt want to and because i didnt dare to. i really prayed hard for god's blessing. this was when we were supposed to close our eyes to think of what is/are bothering us. all these just flow into my thoughts. i couldnt handle thats why i teared deep inside.
then after that we had geog and i passed my assignment! haha like what so good about passing my assignment. i rather it to be my exam la. then after that maths. had surprised test. wth. but it was okay la. got some help for the pro jz and cheong. then had recess. stomach really hurt for the whole freaking morning. after recess i went toilet to shit. it was during chinese. then had chinese prelims oral. it was like shit la. i was like "then right wo jue de..." wth i said THEN RIGHT in a chinese oral! freaking hell. but lucky i didnt fail. laoshi is like damn nice la. she didnt fail any of us. yupps. after chinese was like physics. then towards the end bei caught a really small grasshoper. hahaha. then guess what? i was not afraid of it. cause i play with grasshoper before. last time i play one was damn big and green. this one so small and black. oh yes i was happily playing with it when MS GRACE YOW YUEN GEE had to kill it. she bang the table then my phone flip down then squash the grasshoper. and it died. i know it sounds damn sick. but it's damn poorthing can. my phone was acting as a border for it so it wont run away. or maybe hop away. ya i was so sad okay. i cried. hahaha. it was so small and innocent! and the next second it died. yow gave it earthquake okay. make it tablequake. she keep hitting the table then the little creature was like bouncing up and down. hahaha. so cute. sam was mad. she was screaming and she ran all the way down the block. mad.
then we didnt have english so we finish school earlier. hahaha. then we went tp entertainment macs to eat. wah lao i swear im growing damn fat la. hahaha after all the crapping and all we went home. bei and sam stayed there to study. then now im typing thing la. wah lao just now on the way back i called my son to call me and accompany me to walk home. then on the way home under one of the blocks got three guys. damn irritating. i walked past then one of them was like "eh girl can i have your number?" then i ignored. lucky i had my phone. so i carried on talking then i pretend not to hear. then i walk further they shouted again "eh girl! you havent given us your number. i want lehh" wah lao. scare the shit out of me. haha. so irritating. yupps.now im home.
tomorrow will be a long day. after school might be staying in school for maths remedial. then after that me and yow going to sam's house to study. yow wants to swim. yayness! then i can go and collect my things from alph. he sure scold me la. so long never call him. actually not long. like five days only what. haha. then after school before going to sam's house before maths remedial i think. me and cheong and animal farm have a big missiong to do. we need to do some serious talking to ******. wah lao. scary mans. but i will do it. so will cheong. we cant take it anymore so it has to be done. then maybe things will be better. hopefully.
yupps that's all.
stupid karman still grumbling. say what cannot hear my blog's song. aiya! never mind la! haha. alrights im stopping here. going to rest for awhile then wake up study.
oh ya siying and siangkoon!! it was nice talking to you guys yesterday. so long never talk already. really missed you both. really glad to conference yesterday. but stupid siangkoon keep disturbing me with brandon. what the hell! siangkoon! i make this clear can? i only like talk to that brandon guy for less than ten sentences okay. okay not so mean not "that brandon guy". brandon. yupps. so ya. stop disturbing me. i dont know him well he dont know me well. so ya. anyways you both dont be too upset already alright? yupp love you both.
okay okay. better end. if i dont, it will be never ending cann. haha. byeeee! <3
shit la. i tried not writing this part anymore. the previous post dont have.
but i cant la. wah lao. its really hard.
i am like freaking jealous when i read her blog.
she's like super lucky to have you i swear.
urgh. why does this have to happen to me?
why did i meet you?
