♥ Monday, April 10, 2006 10:39 PM
my life is just freaking screwed okay. i cant take it anymore. stop torturing me please. why am i the middle person? why am i blamed for almost everything? im innocent. you know i am. stop this okay. everything's changed because you found a new person in your life. but i was supposed to be your friend. your good friend. someone whom you listens to. heeds advices to. but no. no more. i have no say anymore. i feel helpless. i feel out of the place. i feel that im on the wrong path of life. i want time to turn back. i want to change everything. i want to stop this. i want to construct an alternative road for you to move on. to move on the right track. so everything will be just fine today. now. this minute this second. i have so many WANTS but whats the use. everything's done. unless you realise how much i want things to change. unless you realise that your good friend is hurting deep inside. i wait. i wait patiently.
