♥ Monday, April 03, 2006 4:48 PM
OOOH its raining damn heavily now. its only 530pm but the sky is like what? 7pm? hahaha. damn dark and nice. so nice for sleeping. but i havent bathe so cannot sleep. the rain is so cool and nice. but still cannot sleep. yupp.its dark and i say its nice because it matches my saddd state now. i would feel worse if its bright now.okay let's start.
I HATE STELLA HO.
she sucks la. all because of her i cannot get my silver for pft. it was standing broad jump la. i jumped 170+- but then she keep saying not counted. then she keep making me re-do for six times. in the end she make me stand like 5cm behind the line to jump! FIVE freaking cm costs alot la. bloody hell. she can go and jump off the building and kill herself. because i HATE her. if i get my 170 or whatsoever. i could have gotten my silver alr. F her la. bloody idiot piece of bimbo. ahhhhh! she sucks sucks sucks. now i have to consider whether to re-do it or not. and because of HER i will have to do all five items again. its like damn tiring one can. some more the rest of the items i do so well la. she can go F*** herself to death i tell you. YUCKS! she is damn pretty and damn slim and sexy. and her voice rocks. so sweet like princess. -vomits- i just told a few lies. because its all the opposite. yes.
alright. i shall stop talking about that bitch. oh wait. does she qualify to be one? i guess not on second thoughts. hahaha. i just rhymed. heh. yupp.
oh wells. today mrs eugenia lee tan was such a nice teacher. she allowed us to postpone our test date. haha. i didnt manage to study everything because i was watching my campus superstar last night. then alph tried to teach me la. but we only managed to do one chapter. i had. three. hahaha. actually the third chapter was not done yet. yupps. then i had chinese ca. as usual. its a weekly test. hopefully i do well!! then i skipped recess just to go practise my pft. but STELLA HO screwed everything up. then thats about it i guess. yupp. i have got NO MOOD to write anymore. cant think and i dont want to think. ASSHOLE [s.ho] so totally spoilt my day. i wanna cry. and i shall cry. because i will feel much better. and i know it. okay. wow. everything's out now. wah lao. damn dramatic. cry in front of computer while writing my post. hahahaha. but its the only way i'll feel better. yupp. i wanted to cry in school okay. i WAS at the verge of crying. but i controlled. what a strong girl eh?? yeah. i've always been a strong girl. okay. thats all fullstop. bye.
oh wait. oh ya. terence and his gf got problem again. and i feel damn sad to hear my two good friends being sad and angry and all. wahhh. how i wish i really have a solution to solve their problem. i really want to see them happy again la. i pray hard. really hard. yupps.
oh and i think this time joel really left for canada already. yupps. he is like damn sad la. i think he really wants to stay in singapore with his friends. who wouldnt want la. ya. why are all these things coming on me at this period of time. all at ONCE? god.please help me. i cant take it anymore longer you know. sigh. whatever.okay. this time really bye. bye.
